Dear readers.

i'm back in sg for the summer hols already, since mid november. really sorry for the delay in updates. exams were kinda tough, and i'm glad to be rid of those courses. at least i have only 1 year more till i finish. then its back to the army for a month and half of i-dunno-what, then working life..

oh, talking abt working life. some of you may have known, i recently applied for an internship at Hyflux Sg. the initial feedback was rather positive, so i waited patiently for a reply. well, i got the reply this morning, and it basically drew "NO" on my forehead in big bold red letters. caps.

hell, straight away, i applied for another internship at the NEA. hope i get this one. i've learnt that some people are rather unreliable. if the lucky ones read this, know in thy heart that ur trustworthiness isnt what people expected to be.

been doing some a lot of xmas shopping for my nephews and nieces, looks like i might as well rent a Santa costume for this xmas considering the size and amount of presents i have to lug to the dinner. wouldnt mind that actually..

now. those of u who know me, have known me to be a very unfit person. so, me and G have decided and saw to it that we start jogging to improve our fitness and stamina level. health reasons too. seems to work out pretty well so far, hope that keeps up.

talking about working out well, it has been pointed out to me that i've changed into a different person since i got back here, as compared to before i came back for the hols. evidently, this "me" sucks. i really do think so too. and no thanks to "me", i've ruined something dear and precious. everyone, anyone, if u see me being "me" when i'm around you, throw it in my face so i get the point across and realise my mistake. i'm doing my best to change too of cos, but if i slip up and let "me" happen, let me know.

as for those who have no idea who "me" is, maybe i'll tell you, maybe i wont. if i dont tell you, dun hold it against me. maybe i'm still ashamed of "me".

Ken blogged on 6:36 PM

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